Congradulations /wooo/. You broke me. It’s over. I’m done.
No more IRC, no more /wooo/tube, no more /wooo/ is War, no more Rasslemania. Don’t ask me to do anything. Don’t even bring it up.
I’ve put up with a lot of shit and I’ve defended people when I never should have in the first place. I’ve put a large amount of my time and money into a site that will not change and continues to thrive as a true circlejerk.
You can throw me aside with everyone else that’s left for the same bullshit. I’m a non recognized trip making my way into this business that we love, tooth and nail that will be forgotten about in the next two days. I’d be lying if I said I didn’t care but I’m not part of the in group and honestly I never was. As long as you have CN and others posting content nothing is going to change. You’ll have hundreds of viewers and posters. I hate to see years of commitment go down the drain but I refuse to support the people who own and operate their forum in such a way.
/wooo/ got me into training. I’ve been working on a tribute video showing my progress and in the end when I finally debuted, wherever that may be, I would wear my /wooo/ World Order shirt to the ring. I was going to thank /wooo/ for their support but now I see I never had any. Just a few “ordinary people” who believed in what I am doing.
Maybe one day I’ll be that person who broke out of the IWC into an actual company. Maybe I’ll be vaguely remembered as another ordinary person who posted and gave to /wooo/ whose dream came true. However I’m no longer associated with this community. I’m sick of the hatred, I’m sick of the censorship, and I’m sick of the mindset. I’m growing as a person and as a competitor and I cannot thrive in this cesspool of high horsed know it alls trying to look at the big picture when the closest they’ll come is streamed shoot interviews.
That video is still going to be made though I won’t be thanking /wooo/, I’ll be thanking all the other ordinary people with big dreams. I don’t know where this crazy train I got on is going to take me but in the end, I’m still going to be another ordinary person. I’m never going to be a barack, a tri.moon, a spardot, a dashing, or anything like that. I’m not even Kittentits anymore. You guys already have another cat poster why need me? The only thing I know I’m going to be is someone who didn’t give up her dream.
So I’d like to thank Desperado, Smark, Violator, Garth and everyone else who still is behind me. You don’t know how much I love and appreciate you. It’s been fun but some people have to ruin that fun. I doubt I’ll be missed too much but I’m still here. All I ever was was a couple hundred dollars or so pushed to the back of Kirt’s mind every time the donation pool came up and I get that. I accept that. But like a certain some one else said, ” after I’m gone, you’re still going to pour money into this company. I’m just a spoke on the wheel. The wheel is going to keep turning and I understand that.”
Maybe I’m making too much of a situation, maybe not but the point is I wasn’t ever really welcomed here and its time I move on to bigger and better things. I’ll be on twitter and you may cross me again somewhere on the internet but /wooo/ isn’t my home anymore. I’m not going to represent it and I’m not going to support it. The light’s been shown and it’s not what I want to be a part of. Thanks for all the good times guys. I hope this ordinary person can make you other ordinary people proud one day.